Lyrics
[verse]
She calls me up whenever she's lonely
I drop whatever I was doing that day
I keep telling myself it's the last time
Then she smiles and I cave right away
[verse]
My friends keep saying I should walk away
They say I'm better than this bad routine
But something in me keeps on coming back
Like I'm stuck inside a rerun scene
[chorus]
Guess I don't have much self esteem
Keep coming back for the same old dream
She takes it all and gives me nothing
But I still show up, isn't that something
[verse]
I know the pattern, I could write the script
I know exactly how this scene will end
Still I pick up every time she's calling
Still I play the fool and call it a friend
[chorus]
Guess I don't have much self esteem
Keep coming back for the same old dream
She takes it all and gives me nothing
But I still show up, isn't that something
[bridge]
Maybe one day I'll finally learn
That being wanted isn't being loved
Till then I'll keep on burning
On a fire that never gets enough
[verse]
So go ahead and laugh, I know it's funny
Watching me fall for the same old line
One day I'll find a little backbone
One day I'll finally draw the line
[chorus]
Guess I don't have much self esteem
Keep coming back for the same old dream
She takes it all and gives me nothing
But I still show up, isn't that something