Lyrics
[verse]
Everybody pouring glasses, everybody raising cheers
Peer pressure whispering, drowning out the fears
I'm standing at the edge trying to figure out my part
Watching everybody dive while I question my own heart
[chorus]
Swimming pools of pressure, everybody wants a round
Losing all my footing, sinking underground
Is it fun or is it hiding, is it joy or is it pain
Caught between the current and the questions in my brain
[verse]
Family history taught me where this river tends to go
Watched it take the ones I loved, watched the undertow
So I'm asking questions that the room don't wanna hear
Sober in the deep end, thinking twice this year
[chorus]
Swimming pools of pressure, everybody wants a round
Losing all my footing, sinking underground
Is it fun or is it hiding, is it joy or is it pain
Caught between the current and the questions in my brain
[bridge]
Hazy lights above me, hazy thoughts inside
Trying to find the surface, trying to find my stride
Not judging what you're drinking, just judging why
Question every pour before you say goodbye
[chorus]
Swimming pools of pressure, everybody wants a round
Losing all my footing, sinking underground
Is it fun or is it hiding, is it joy or is it pain
Caught between the current and the questions in my brain